I’ve been wanting to get back to writing for a long time now. I often felt that this is one form of expression I feel associated to. I have to admit though, it’s really difficult to just get myself to actually sit down and practically write something. Just like now, I feel that this isn’t really special. I used to write more regularly when I was younger, maybe 10 years younger. I wrote about ideas, beliefs, and whatever I was really passionate about. Now however, I feel there’s much talking happening around. What could I possibly say that is “New” or “Different”? Will I be just like anyone out there fighting for a view or a share?

We live in a world that tells you never doubt yourself, but hey, don’t make a fool out of yourself either. We get overrun by people who want to make it, regardless of whether they do have something of value to add or not. Am I being a sore loser by saying this? Is this something usually said by those who actually don’t end up “Making It”? … I don’t know … these kinds of questions tend to get me in wider loops than I actually intended to fix at the first place.

These kinds of thoughts make me doubt myself. And it could the same case for most of you as well. And I admit, I don’t know the perfect answer to this dilemma yet. This is my journey to follow a gut feeling, a belief, a hope. A journey to reignite passion and unlock my own untapped potential. If we don’t give ourselves a chance to pursue, that’ll be it, we’ll end up right where we didn’t even start. I’m choosing to expose myself, be vulnerable, and start sharing with the world what I have to say.